fugitive's posts with tag: addiction
YouTube member kbh141 is the talent behind this totally shredding fan vid. This grrl deserves mad props because 9 times out of 10 most fan vids of this nature completely BLOW! Blanket Copyright © Disclaimer:
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"The less people tolerated us, the more we withdrew from society, from life itself. As we became subjects of King Alcohol, shivering denizens of his mad realm, the chilling vapor that is loneliness settled down. It thickened, ever becoming blacker. Some of us sought out sordid places, hoping to find understanding companionship and approval. Momentarily we did -- then would come oblivion and the awful awakening to face the hideous Four Horsemen -- Terror, Bewilderment, Frustration, Despair. Unhappy drinkers who read this page will understand!" Source: p. 151, chapter 11: "A Vision For You"
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Link: http://www.bordeglobal.com/foruminv/index.php?act=ST&f=234&t=10364&A layperson's primer on emergency non-medical detox, based upon personal experience.
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| Start: | Jun 11, '08 12:00a | | Location: | The best "last house on the block." |
Consecutively stark-raving clean and sober, one-day-at-a-time (and a million nights!), since 1995.
Powerful statement about America's futile war on drugs. Bear in mind that Empire (also the album's title) was released in 1990. The song cites disturbing statistics from that era which have become far more scary in present day. Blanket Copyright © Disclaimer:
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This addict's gotta cope
with this world without dope -
and man, what a mess it can be.
Life on life's terms
is a rank can of worms
when struggling to live it drug-free. It's still easier to stay clean
than it is just to get clean,
but I didn't sign up for this shit...
On our way to the store
my family of four
got a double rear-ended hit. WHAM-BAM-SCREEEEE!!!
Blue flash - God help me!
Can't tell the brake from the gas.
Roof and head meet,
thrown down into the seat
on a spine that's already trashed. Herniated discs
was last month's Dx
from a nightmarish MRI.
Now the pain is so bad
and I'm so fucking mad
'cause if I use I may as well die. It's hard to get grateful
when thrown such a platefull
of misery no one deserves.
Faith can't hold a candle
to this pain I can't handle
from emotions and physical nerves. Hurts to lay, stand or sit.
Scared to take a shit,
and I wish I could just hug my boys.
Plus I hobble like a cripple,
but these are only a ripple
in my sea of life's now denied joys. © fugitive247 [original]
Non-commercial personal "Fair Use" granted with proper citation. ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ For the record: Today marks consecutive daily reprieve #4,538 (and a million nights).
And yes, sometimes the phone really does seem to weigh 50 lbs.
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